I am back to being single. At times like this, I really wish that my friends could be around me. Just like those good old days when we were mad (or MADLY in love) with a guy, we would spill eveything out. So happy that i still have good friends who always comfort me when im in need of em. I believe Allah has His own plan for me.

Just why....?

me : awak sayang saya tak?

him : sayang? Sayangla. mestilah sayang.

me : kenapa mesti tanya sayang? Jawab jela.

him : yela takkan tak sayang pulak

me : sayang banyak mana? (saja nak ngengada dengar jawapan ngarut dia)

him : .......mmmm sebanyak ketumpatan oksigen dibumi

me : (whatever is that?) tapi lama2 oksigen kat bumi makin berkurang.

him : ...alaaa.. mmmm.. sebanyak butir pasir di pantai.

me : tapi pasir kat pantai akan terhakis.

him : ok! Sebanyak pasir di pantai dan dalam laut.

me : kenapa sayang saya?

him :sebab susah nk cari org yg sabar mcm sayang. tak banyak komplen. kalau marah pun sekejap je.sebab sayang faham orang n penyabar. orang jarang msg, nak harapkan orang call, lagilah susah. tapi sayang xda pun nak pertikaikan.

me : yeke? Habis, kalau orang da xsabar, sayang da tak sayang orang lagi la eh?

him : orang tahu tahap kesabaran sayang. n orang tahu sayang mesti dapat sabar dengan orang punya. kalau sayang blh tahan dengan students sayang, xkan xboleh nak bersabar dengan orang.

me : (students tak sama dengan awak sayang.. faham ke saya dengan awak? Lagi sepuluh tahun, mampu ke saya masih bersabar dengan awak?Mugnkin saya tak complain straig to your face sebab tak nak kecilkan hati awak.) kalau kesabaran saya dah sampai limit macamane? sayang faham tak maksud "take for granted"?

 us : .....................

p/s-I think you are taking me for granted. and kalau your sayang to me is gauged by my kesabaran, i think, i already have all the answers to my questions and uncertainties. because fyi, saya bukanlah sepenyabar yang disangka.

Saya suka hari ini. Boleh bangun lewat tanpa kena bebel dengan ibu (sebab sekarang ada alasan penat bangun awal hari2pergi kerja). Bangun jam 9.45pagi dan terus hidangkan breakfast yg ibu dah siapkan lalu teus makan with beloved family. Sidai baju yang disiap dibasuh oleh mesin yg sgt bejasa, main game di tablet sambil guling2 atas katil. kemas bilik, guling lagi di katil. kemas kereta, guling dan sambung main game. angkat baju di jemuran, guling depan tv pule. Nonton tv sambil blogging. hantar cuci gen-2rina yang dah seinci dakinya tu. guling, guling dan guling lagi... menggembirakan kan? This is my definition of a perfect sunday.

Some people were born mean, evil and heartless. That's why... People make mistakes.. Heartless people dont know how to forgive if not forget. Proud to see people whom they used to love and care being punished without being given the chance to explain or correct.

There are things better left untold. Not everything can be shared with everyone, even to those who claim they are opened to honesty. Yup, honesty is the best policy. But, honesty is also  harsh and painful. Mind you,not everyone can bear the pain. Before calling people names, think it through first. Ask this question over and over again. "Have I ever lied to my best buddies?" Im sure doesnt matter how saint you are, the answer would be, yes! Even the slightest and the smallest lie is still a lie. Ait? When you badmouthed one of your best buddies to the rest of them, would you finally tell that person the whole truth about it even after the both of you have come to good terms. You might have done the same mistakes before. Does not mean that your faults were not exposed, you are free of one.


Think about it folks!

Excited! Nervous! Worried! More than they could imagine. that, i could guarantee. I cant help feeling happy seeing those worried faces. happy to know that at least ther are some of them sharing the same feelings with me. pity those who are still unprepared. but then again, it's so last minute. the only thing that i could do now is to pray for their success. may God guide them through the pmr english papers. All the best to all the students and English teachers who had been struggling all these while.

Today is a fine day...

Today is a fine day. And of course there are reasons for it. Firstly, yup, the is literally clear, blue with just the pefect amount of sunlight. Secondly, I have no class today, except for the relief classes. My 2a5, 1 Bestari and 1a4 were given holidays as they classrooms are going to be used for the PMR exam. Yay! I know Im bad for bein happy. but, if you r in my place, been teaching those two super hyper classes for at least 5periods a week respectively, you would definitely undestand tis happiness and freedom that im feeling now.

Thirdly, no more JADUAL ANJAL or expansion classes for the form three students as teir first Pmr paper starts tomorrow. Thank god for that.

Despite all the aforemention joy, Im actually worried of my form three students. they seemed so carefree. honestly, I dont think they are ready. they have been too playful. im vey worried for them. Now, I could only pray for teir success. hopefully, all of the teaches and teir hardwork pays off in the end.

What say you? (Apa kata anda?)

A teacher was waiting for her students at the school's stage. they were going to have a choir practice. suddenly, one of the senior assistants approached one of the male students.
ocut ig it
Senior Assistant (SA): hey! Your hair is long! You better cut it or I m going to cut it.
Student A:  maaam my dad is goin to send me to d barber shop this evening.
SA: huh! U better cut it today! Or else... ill b d one cutting it of. when i was d SA of students affair, students were scared of me. they dont dare to have long hair or break d rules. im good at cutting people's hair.
Me: (gosh! Is she trying to preach hee? Now? Cumon..) hehe.. hmmm kids, dont forget to cour hair yea. or else, u just tell mdm SA wat kinda hairstyle u want.. heh..
student B: haha! Student A, do u want a mohawk? Oh i know, wat bout punk heh, mdm SA?
SA: punk huh? Do u want punk, or pelempang?!!! (Means a big slap)

MY SAY.??  Come on! Cut some slack would you? Take sometimes to get to know your students. And please be real... You re now in this school. Enough with comparing evrything with your beloved previous school. Instead, think of ways on making this school like your previous school. Also, stop ordering people to do YOUR work by givin lame excuses like having headache,tired etc.

Samsung Galaxy Tab... ooo yeah!

I have finally bought d samsung galaxy tab that i ve been dreaming about since d past  several months and d best part of course, the existance of d internet. gosh, living without internet really made me feel likeliving in a cave. seriously! No joke, man! Im so thankful for this kinda invention. but, yeah.. im still learning, configuring this thing. damn! Really its like super awesome!

Miss Izzati finally dapat tahu jugak sekolah mana yang akan diajar nanti. Teng teng teng! SMK Seri Kota Putri! Boleh tak?? Masin betul mulut abah ni tau.

Aku punyalah berangan nak merasa dok rumah sewa, rumah bujang sendiri, boleh diet dgn lebih mudah sbb duit limited bila duduk sendiri... Tiba2 dapat sekolah yang 10minit away from home. Haruslah stay kat rumah kan. At least, boleh lah save duit nak cat kereta ke, berjimba2 di hujung tahun bersama popo ke... I like!

Tapi, yang tak berapa nak suka tu... bila da mengajar dekat tempat sendiri, silap2 ada bekas cikgu2 aku kat sekolah yang aku dapt tu karang. Bukan tak suka mereka. Tapi, yelah kan... tak berapa nak best lah kan jadi colleague ckgu2 kite sendiri. Nak start fresh pun agak susah.

Anyway, I m kinda relieved to know that quite a number of my fellow Ipbarians got Pasir Gudang and nearby districts. To know that there are othr new English teachers that I know for 5 years within my reach kinda comfort me.

Lapor diri this coming 7th Feb di Sek Datuk Menteri Batu Pahat. Hope everything goes well and I get wonderful Pengetua and Pentadbir.

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

p/s- so in luv wit this song rite now.

Posto Posto Posting!

Thanks to my dearest ex-rumie, Dee. Calling me this morning to let meknow that d posting results are finally out on the moe website. She checked for me since d broadband was wit mum, and Yay! I got Johor. But, so sad for her that she didnt get Johor. But, I am still worried coz Johore is not a small state. I wonder which part of Johor am I goin to be sent to. I dont paticularly have any area or school in mind. I just pray that I ll get the best school that suits me best. And please, not so rural.

Went to JPN Johor today to chck with Bahagian Sekolah but, they still havent receivd any news regarding our postings. They asked me to check with them again on the 1st. I was like, 1st? Tot it was a holiday??? Whatever, gonna check with them again and again every so often.

Ibu and I had a deep conversation on savings and investments. I am seriously planning on making a loan for investment. I'm gonna make sure that I fulfill at least one of my 2011 resolutions by the end of ths year. So, at least, once I've made some savings, I could have my yearly holidays during the school breaks. Popo!!!! We're gonna have our holidays!

I can't Believe It! It's 2011!

I still remember back then I was a kid. Year 2000 seems like ages to come. Almost impossible. Maybe because I was too accustomed to the number 19xx stuck on my school books' pages. And now, it has been a week since we celebrated new year-2011. Haha I m getting older, people! Huhu! It hurst, really.

As for my new year resolutions... I have so many things inmind that I don't know what I m aiming for aleady. Like, yea, I want to lose weight, I wanna attend my graduation in Auckland with my family, I wanna meet my Mr Right Guy, I wanna save lotsa money and make some long term investments, have a yearly holidays with Arifah Majid, etc.

Okay, so, I guess those are my 2011 resolutions.