Under quarantine...

I fell sick few days ago. It started with the losing of my precious voice. I woke 2 days ago, and I realised I had sore throat, and I lost my voice. Yesterday morning, I woke up with a very high fever. My head was spinning, started coughing badly, and still, my voice hadnt recovered yet. Since it was the first lectures' day for this sem (I dont have any lecture on Monday, so my lectures all start on Tues), I was so eager to attend all the classes despite of my high fever, and terrible cough. Had to bear 2 hours of lecture with a very heavy head. That 2-hours lecture finished at 6pm, and I didnt go back straight away. I decided to stay in uni until Jun Bin came to fetch me to the practice at 7 something. Yeah, I still went to the dance practice with the fever and stuff. Very stubborn am I not? After few rounds of cha cha, I could feel my body temperature rising and my head started to spin. But, I decided to careless about it and continue with the practice.

I got home at around 10pm. I was thinking of staying up for few more hours but, since I could not take it any longer, I went to bed quite early last night. I found it really hard to sleep because my body was aching, I could not stop coughing, my head and lungs were aching too. I didnt realise what time i fell asleep. But then, around 4am, I had stomach problem. I was having diarrhoea at 4am! Kept going in and out of the toilet for few times before I could go back to sleep. I was really hoping that I would get better this morning because I have most of my classes today. But dissapointedly, my condition was getting worst with my temperature even higher than yesterday. Could not help it. Had to escape the first class this morning. But I have stall duty from 1-2pm. If I cannot be there, I had to find someone to replace or swap with me. It was a very short notice. Who wants to swap with me with such a short notice? So, with all the strenght I had this morning, with a very bad headache, I walked to uni. When I was finally there at uni, I received a text from Naomi saying that I dont need to be at the stall because they are closing the stall early today.

So, I went to uni's health centre instead. I was thinking of making an appointment (we have to make an appointment first before seeing the doctor, or else we might have to wait forever there), but as soon as I got there, the receptionist who saw my condition, without asking whether I have flu or cold symptoms, straight away gave me a mask and asked me to wait at one corner of the room. That area was fulled of people wearing masks just like me. In front of that corner, there was a signboard saying: "People with flu or cold symptoms, please wait here."

Though I wasnt the first to arrive there, I was the first to be called in by the doctor. However, this time I was asked to go into a different room than any other rooms I have been to in the health centre. There was a special room by the side of the waiting corner. When I looked inside, I saw a chair covered with papers. Before I was asked to go inside, the nurse wore her own mask, gloves, and a plastic coat to cover her clothes. Then I was asked to sit on the covered chair. Later, I was asked to wear the gloves that they provided. After all those procedures, the nurse took my body temperature which she was quite shocked to see that it was very high. She gave me 2 tablets of paracetamol and asked me to wait for another half an hour for the doctor to come and check me. She checked inside my throat and said my tonsils were very big because they were sweeling. Check my lungs and said that they were clear. Asked so many questions and finally she said that I had 50% chances of having swine flu. However, I dont have to worry because it shouldnt be that serious because I wasnt directly exposed to it. If that was the case, then it could kill me. But, my condition was ok. So, all I have to do now is to quarantine myself and be at least 1 metre from other people so that I wont spread the flu to them. I was also told not to take off the mask all the way back home.

I ended up feeling like being under the spotlight. With every eyes looking at me. I could not help feeling annoyed at them. They must be thinking that this girl must have swine flu and we should walk away from her! You should be thankful that I put my humanity first instead of my pride! I could just walk freely without the mask. As if they would know that I might have the flu. And I could easily spread the virus to you guys, then. Lol! So, yeah, my fellow friends... don't bother coming to visit me or be near me for these couple of days. Not until I started going back to lectures! You dont want to catch the flu from me, dont you?

Masuk meminang??? @_@!

Semalam berbual panjang dengan dia.
Tiba-tiba, it was like out of nowhere...
keluar bab meminang and hantaran.
Aku terus tergamam and speechless. Like seriously speechless coz I never thought that topic would come out this soon. And its from him....gosh!

He said something about waiting for me to come back to Msia soon so that he could masuk meminang.

Then, I was totally dumbstruck! I seriously didnt know how to react to that expression. I was silent for a while then I laughed... and it was continued with an awkward silent.

Then we talked about travelling and how I wanted to go to OZ this year but because of my financial status, I decided to plan a trip from Msia some other time. He agreed and told me I could go with my family instead. I added yeah, and with you..maybe??? Then, his response again, surprised me to a near-death experience. Lol! He said that it would be a long way to go before he could afford to go there with me. Because for now he needs to save money untuk masuk meminang... hantaran lagi... banyak nak guna duit tu..

Adoi! I have to admit I was very shocked but really glad and happy to know that he is serious about this relationship...but..... . . . . nah~ I dont know. I am just really glad to have him now. Suddenly I felt like Chandler in Friends. Why? I would like to keep that to myself... maybe those who watched Friends till the end will understand why.

Hari yang sangat panjang.
Badan terasa sangat penat.
Sem belum mula, tapi kerja dah mula menimbun tak tahu mana perlu dimulakan dahulu.
Banyak untuk diceritakan tentang hari ini.

Barangkali... lain hari sahaja.

Mata sangat berat.
Katil seakan memanggil-manggil.
Lupakanlah dahulu kerja-kerja yang masih berbaki itu.
Esok sahaja dipulun.

Oh, tidaaaaaakkk!!!

Esok bakal menjadi hari yang sangat panjang juga.
Mahu bangun lewat meraikan hari terakhir cuti semester.
Tapi, ah..lupakan!
Kerja-kerja sangat banyak perlu disiapkan.
Tak mungkin bisa bangun lewat.

Open Homes??
Jelak sudah melayan tetamu2 asing yang tidak diundang itu.
Oh, esok otot-otot badanku akan dikerah menari.
Nampaknya, lusa, badan-badanku akan sakit2 semua.

Tak mengapa...
Kan boleh tidur sebentar dan berehat2 selepas latihan.
Eeh.. Lupakah?
Kan kerja masih ada yang belum selesai...
Allan...?
Macam pernah ku dengar nama itu.
Siapakah itu?
Alamak! Partner aku lah!
Lupakanlah impian untuk berehat2 selepas latihan.
Kan ada meeting dengan Allan.

Hmm...
Tak sabar nak balik Malaysia.
Ingin ketemu dia.
Juga keluarga tercinta.
Tapi..
Sedih juga tak terhingga.
Kawan2 disini, entah bila boleh berjumpa lagi.
Itulah yang dikatakan, bertemu berpisah kerana Allah.

Memang takkan pernah manusia boleh berehat sepuas2nya.
Kerana takkan pernah terluah perkataan puas itu.
Hanya bila degup jantung terhenti, hah, berehatlah semahunya.

Music & Lyrics, Lagu & Irama

Hari ini seperti kebiasaannya, aku ada latihan BFM. Sepatutnya, setiap Rabu, Jumaat & Ahad adalah sesi latihan vocal untuk aku, Boon, & Diana. Tapi, hari ini tak seperti selalu. Drums set at one corner of the music room had been removed to another room. Untuk memberi ruang kepada lebih ramai orang yang akan hadir pada hari ini, kata Bin. Seorang demi seorang melangkah masuk ke bilik muzik. Ada wajah-wajah baru nampaknya.... Gerald, Joseph, Kai Ann, & err..mmm..aaa.. alamak! Lupa sudey nama mamat seorang ni. Tapi aku sure namanya start with an S. Ish! Takpe, akan aku ingati semula. Buat masa ini, biarlah kita gelarkan dia Mr. S. Everyone is very friendly. And I am super happy to get to know many new faces.

Setiap orang yang berdiri di dalam bilik tu punya bakat dan kelebihan tersendiri. Aku tiba-tiba terasa sangat kecil sekali berada dikalangan mereka-mereka yang sungguh hebat dalam dunia muzik ini. Pernah aku tonton drama di tv tentang kolej/sekolah2 muzik yang pelajar2nya hanya belajar tentang muzik, dan seni pementasan seperti S Club 7 masa zaman muda remaja ku dulu. And I felt exactly like being in a music school. Macam-macam term music aku dengar...which kebanyakannya aku tak berapa nak paham. Contohnya, bar (aku selalu dengar, tapi aku actually dont really know the actual meaning of it), mm..dan lagi apa eh... entah tak ingat dah.

Jun Bin - tuan director yang sangat berbakat, mengkompilasi dan menggubah lagu, menulis lirik, mengstruktur susun atur lagu dan music, bermain piano, keyboard, guitar, etc. (semua benda pun lah dia ni boleh main. Memang double tabik spring aku bagi kat dia!)

Mr. S - guitarist; specialty in acoustic guitar.. sgt hebat guitar skillnya

Kai Ann - Pianist/keyboardist; walaupun tak sehebat pianist yang satu lagi, tapi aku kategorikan sebagai hebat juga (aku sangat mengagumi orang2 yang boleh bermain piano kerana jari2ku sangat kaku bila dikerah menari di atas piano)

Joseph - Oh, Pianist yang sangat hebat! Kasi je dia dengar apa2 lagu, pasti dia boleh mencari note2 nya. Aku petik je gitar main sembarangan pun dia boleh terus join dengan piano. Pergh..mantap! Civil Engineer tu... Daya pendengaran dia aku umpamakan seperti kucing! Pantas je dapat tangkap kalau orang nyanyi salah key, main salah beat, guitar out of tune... Kagum sungguh!

Ah Boon - Bassist & one of the singers/actor; see betapa berbakatnya. Dah main bass, nyanyi pula, berlakon lagi! Jari2 dia bermain bass tu aku tengok ala2 main gitar hero pun ada. Hahaha! Oh, nama gitar dia ialah Cherry. Hehe, ada bunga rose di guitar strap nya.

Diana - Singer/actress - Suara Diana ni sangat merdu. Typical chinese's voice. Very soft and sweet. Sangat suka dengar dia nyanyi. Paling suka dengar dia & Gerald nyanyi lagu "Beautiful". Very the beautiful.. seperti di awang-awangan je. Kalau tak silap aku, dia ni pun salah seorang pelakon utama.

Gerald - Singer/main actor - Suara dia ni memang kaw2! Last year pun dia jadi main charac juga. Dia memang sangat hebat berlakon dan menyanyi. Dia sangat sesuai join theater musical. Oh, kalau tak silap aku, dia ni satu uni dengan aku.

Meng Meng - Dia hadir hari ni sebab menemani aweknya, Diana. Tapi, jangan main2. He is in the Kung Fu team. Ada babak kung fu dalam theater ni. So, dia adalah salah seorang pahlawan la senang kata. Hehehe.

Last but not least,

Atie - Singer/Actress - Watakku taklah penting pun. Tapi agak penting juga kerana aku adalah Ketua Kampung! Hehehe... Suaraku.. hmm tak tahulah nak komen macam mana. Tapi, jujur aku rasa suara aku ni sebenarnya biasa saja. Dan aku tak rasa pun aku layak menyanyi untuk theater ni. Tapi, dah Jun Bin beri kepercayaan tu pada aku. Aku berbesar hati menerimanya.

Aku selalu nyanyi salah key. Aku memang boleh main gitar. Selalunya orang akan kaitkan boleh main instrument=no problem bila tang key. Hmm...silap tu! Aku memang sangat sengal bab2 key ni. Oh, for your information, today is the first day, our singing practice diiringi band. So, aku rasa agak kekok sedikit. Asik salah je nyanyi lagu Eco Living. Bengang jugak sebenarnya. Should do better than that!

Yeah, almost forgot! Pagi tadi, Allan and I had our social officers meeting in Level 2 Kate Edgar. Disscussed about venue for Dessert Night. Very short notice. We didnt even know that the event is under us until yesterday when Naomi texted me about it. Fuh~ pretty hard to find a suitable place. But at least I already received replies from 2 of the venues. They both are pretty good. And after that Umsa committees went to Crowne Plaza Hotel to view the ball room's venue. I was in charge of the Deco. Lots of work in deco team. I know... but happy to be in the deco team actually. At least I am working with close friends whom I already know their potentials. Yeah, basically had some good ideas and rough pictures of the decorations for the venue.

So, that's all about my life today. Every bits and pieces, music and lyrics, lagu dan irama of my today's life.

Another BFM practice ft. Kung Fu tycos~

Jun Bin let me rest for few days..which was good! Haha! Though I like attending all these practices, I really appreciate the break given. Honestly, I didn't really felt tired during the practices, but wait till the next day... sakit here and there! Tulah, sape suruh tak rajin exercise?!

So after almost a week of no practice, I had another Eco Living dance practice today and few rounds of my Battle song. Just to polish the last part of the song, which I am supposed to sort of scream to the top of my lung. The key was quite high. But, I used to sing higher than that, so I know that there is no reason for me to not be able to sing it properly. Shame on me then! Lol! Okay, overall, I was quite satisfied with today's practice. It's just, I was quite worried on the Eco Living song coz for me that is the hardest song. I found it quite hard to keep on changing my key, and practicing at home while listening to the recorded version of the song wasn't really much of a help honestly. Coz, listening to Bin's voice was quite different than listening to the piano. Duh~ like obviously... it's a guy's voice maa..

And also, Richard, as always... very funny. One funny guy that one. Kept on plying with his handphone. I know Jun Bin was a bit pissed off with that attitude. Not to mention the outbreak news about the clash of BFM time with the 3 amois' exam. I am sure it would break Jun Bin's heart if any of them pull out. It's tough enough to find people who can committed to this, what else to find a replacement half way through..

I waited there to watch the Kung Fu practice since I was going back with them all. Not a big deal. It was fun watching them. Lots of awesome moves and hilarious actions. They all were very good. Very impressive! Like to watch Tuan's moves. Realy otai one! Here I managed to snapped some pictures of them practicing their moves. Lots of poking, whacking and stick-spinning movements!

I only realised how tired I am when I reached home. Home sweet home! And also the grumbling of my stomach asking to be filled. Tried to call him again... buat kesekian kalinya... marah betul! Suruh call, bila call, tak jawab pula! Huh! Nasib baik sayang...

15 Weeks Before Bye2 Auckland....

Bila Sheryll ingatkan aku yang kami hanya ada lebih kurang 12 minggu di Auckland, aku terasa sedih pula nak tinggalkan bumi Auckland. Walaupun tidak dinafikan yang aku memang sangat rindu pada KL, and all the malls, kedai mamak, and all the food, tapi bila mengenangkan aku terpaksa berada di IPBA untuk lagi setahun, aku rasa tak rela nak balik Malaysia. Lebih-lebih lagi balik IPBA juga bererti tahun terakhir aku sebagai pelajar dan juga beerti aku akan mulakan praktikal sebagai cikgu... Huh! Rasa macam belum cukup bersedia lagi.

Tapi, sejak akhir-akhir ni, dispite of all those feelings, Enul membuatkan aku rasa tak sabar nak balik Malaysia. Terutama sekali untuk balik IPBA. Tapi, itu hanyalah semata-mata kerana kami tak sabar nak ketemu each other. Bukan juga kerana aku rindukan IPBA. Though, I do miss Ib, Cam, and my other friends. Zainul belajar kat Seremban. So, from Seremban to KL, bak kata dia, sekangkang kera je. Tak macam Seremban ke Auckland. Lol!

Hari ni, aku cuba call dia lagi. Dan dia jawab call aku dengan suara yang sangat comel dan seksi. Hahaha.. Suara orang bangun tidur yang paling comel pernah aku dengar..... *_*

Berubah wajah lagi

Hari tu aku ada bilang nak main tukar-tukar template blog aku. Aku dah save beberapa templates yang dah pun aku edit coding nya awal-awal masa aku rajin hari tu. Tinggal nak upload je kat blog aku ni. Tapi, kenapa lama sangat aku ambil masa untuk blog aku bertukar rupa daripada girly, pinky blog kepada rupa2 yang lain? Sebab, tiba-tiba..aku rasa sayang sangatlah pula nak tukar template yang endah itu... wuaa T_T

Babai my pinky (kad kahwin) blog.... Sangat sayang template tu because (as Intan said) it was soooooo ATIE!

Tapi, hari ni, tiba2 je rasa nak bertukar angin pula. Lalu, aku pilih je mana2 template yang aku dah save kat komputer aku ni. Randomly picked. Bila dah selamat bertukar rupa, rasa macam taknak pulak. Aku tak sukalah temlate ni. Very the pening pale otak! Walaupun tak banyak sangat bermain dengan warna, tetapi aku kurang gemar kedudukan, dan rupa post-post aku. Kelihatan sungguh serabut sekali. Kalau template pink yang sebelum ni, walaupun warnanya pink... tapi masih nampak kekemasan dan ketenangan pada blog ku. Mungkin kerana content wrapper nya yang lebih besar dari template yang aku gunakan sekarang.

Oh ya, tadi, keluar dinner dengan Ian. Turut hadir ialah Anep, Shidee dan Kauthar. Oh, lama betul kami duduk berborak sambil makan. Beberapa hari sejak kebelakangan ni termasuklah hari ni, aku rasa seperti suhu Auckland sungguh luar biasa rendahnya. Hahaha... selalunya, walaupun winter, aku masih bisa berjalan-jalan di luar dengan hanya memakai selipar flip flop ku (bukan kerana panas, tetapi badan ku dah terbiasa dengan suhu begitu, mungkin juga kerana excessive fat yang berfungsi sebagai penebat haba), dan sweater nipis, kegemaranku. Tetapi beberapa hari ni, aku rasa kaki dan tangan ku seperti mampu membeku bak berada di dalam freezer. Jari-jari tangan dan kaki kebas dan hampir cramp juga. Mungkin berada dalam transition phase dari winter ke spring. Ye..mungkin juga. Kerana selalunya, cuaca dan suhu Auckland akan menjadi extreme apabila transition dari satu musim ke satu musim.

Risau... masih gagal menghubunginya. Dia balik Melaka seorang diri dengan motor dari Pahang. Perjalanan ambil masa 5 jam. Sepatutnya, dia minta aku call dia pukul 10/11 malam Sabtu, tapi sudah aku cuba berkali-kali, masih gagal juga. Dan hari ini, sepanjang hari aku cuba menghubungi dia, masih sepi lagi........

Ada Apa dengan Dia dan Cinta?

Apa yang ada pada dia?
Ternyata tiada apa-apa. Cuma lelaki biasa yang punya kelebihan dan kekurangan tersendiri.
Tapi pada kelebihan dan kekurangannya itulah, yang berjaya melembutkan hati dan naluri ini.
Orangnya yang sangat bersederhana, merendah diri bukan beerti rendahnya nilai diri, tapi tingginya peribadi.
Halus budi bahasa, juga lembut tutur bicara... menundukkan diri ini dengan rasa kasih dan hormat padanya. Punya ketegasan dan kepimpinan tersendiri yang tak perlukan suara lantang seorang lelaki.

Apa ada pada cinta?
Banyak yang ada pada cinta. Banyak juga cabang cinta. Apatah lagi jenis-jenis cinta.
Tapi, apa yang ada pada cintanya? Jangan tanya lagi soalan tu sekarang. Boleh tak? Masih baru jalan yang dilalui untuk menjawab persoalan-persoalan seperti itu.

Yang pasti,
kerana dia dan cinta..
cintaku, cintanya... ???
kami cuba memahami dan menyesuaikan diri dengan perbezaan dan jurang yang ada antara kami.
Dan semestinya, bercinta tatkala hidup di dua benua berbeza, banyak kelebihan dan kekurangannya.

Bengap jugak Omputeh ni Kadang2

As I am writing this blog, I am watching the Erin Simpson show. Today's guest is Chang Hung. So, let me continue the rest of this in Malay in order for me to effectively criticise them all. Macam biasa, Erin akan suruh guest masak makanan kegemaran guest tu, So, si Chang ni, die kata die suke makan mi segera, namely "Indo Mee"-Mee Goreng! Ye mee goreng ye kawan2.. Itu lah yang tertulis di paket instant noodle yg si Chang masak. Kebetulan Mee goreng Indo Mee tu adelah kegemaranku dari dulu hingga kini. Kat sini harga sepeket lbh kurang 90sen. Erin cuba cari ingredients instant noodles tu dari packet indo mee tu...tapi xjumpa. Mungkin sebab takde bahasa inggeris nye atau mata die rabun. Chang lak, gi masak mee yang sepatutnya jadi mee goreng segera jadi mee KUAH segera. Dia buat ala2 masak Maggi mee ayam lak. Eyew... mana sedap penah try dah. X umph langsung.

Lagi satu insiden yang sgt juge kelakarnye... satu hari tu kami menonton tv dan adelah satu iklan sos tiram ditayang kat tv. Sekali dengar mat salleh tu bebel memang tak sedar langsung nama brand tu sbnrnya sgt familiar... tapi bl tengok iklan tu masing2 gelak nak pecah perut. Dorang promote "Ayam Brand" Oyster Sauce! Bayangkan lah camne dorang menyebut perkataan "AYAM" tu. Kalaulah mat salleh ni tau "AYAM" tu sebenarnya CHICKEN, mesti die menyumpah seranah. Lol! Dorang kat cni pun ade Mee Maggi. Tapi, dorang tak sebut macam kite sebut. Maggi dorang kat cni disebut /meji/. Hahahhaa kelakar juge.

Bosan tapi Lega...

Sangat bosan duduk dirumah sepanjang dua hari ni tanpa sebarang aktiviti dan latihan BFM. Tapi, pada masa yang sama, sangat lega, dan menghargai break yang diberikan oleh Big Boss-Ah Bin. Tak sedar langsung betapa penatnya badan dan otot2 di badanku masa balik dari latihan BFM Selasa lepas. Bangun pagi keesokan harinya baru aku sedar betapa otot2 dikaki ku sakit yang amat sangat.... Dan esok, bermula semula latihan2 BFM ku yang sangat menarik dan undoubtedly memenatkan..*sigh* Jumaat, Sabtu, Ahad, tiga hari berturut-turut ada latihan BFM. I believe it's getting harder and harder now that we have come to the dancing part.

This morning, I was awaken by the screaming of my phone's ringtone. Benci betul! Was having a very weird and interesting sweet dream. I answered the phone with reluctance, trying to sound as fresh and awaken as possible (tho I know it was totally useless), heard a familiar, female kiwi's voice on the other end which I couldnt understand sepatah haram she was babbling about, but trying to be polite, I just answered with a very friendly kind of way. Guess who?! My "sayang2" property manager-Angie! I was pretty shocked to receive her call coz the only reason she had for calling me so far was regarding my overdue house rent. So the first thing that popped out of my head was..damn it.. I just paid for 4 weeks in advance few days ago. I guess, my voice was too transparent that she could read my voice! She abruptly changed her tone of voice to a very friendly tone telling me the real intention of her call regarding the up coming Open Homes that Cambridge is having these weekends. Open HOmes??!!! O_0 whatever is that???

She said, the building will be handed over to a different land lord and so, there will be a viewing from 11.45am to 12.15pm these weekends; Sat and Sunday. I was like..heh? Does that mean I have to move out now??? Then she reaffirmed me that it has nothing to do with the tenants. So, basically... all I will be expecting these weekends is some random people coming knocking on my door, coming into my house, checking things and yeah that should be all about it! And following Angie's call, were some... yes SOME (with capital letters) calls made by unfamiliar property agents asking about my rental price per weak, and some stuff. So... in other word, no chance of me getting back to sleep. Urgh!! Very irritating..annoying, people! And after those calls, I jumped into my seat and started surfing the net and playing Farm Town! Yay! Booooorriiiiing!

Now that the status is official...

Two days ago, I was on the phone with him. After a very long "silent treatment". Lol! No! Actually there was a bit of misunderstanding between the two of us. I misunderstood his silent as a hint of rejection, but the truth was that his phone/internet line was cut off. It was his aunt's house, so he cant do anything about it. And so, we didnt contact each other for quite some times. While talking to him on the phone two days ago, I realised how I missed this guy! A LOT! We talked for almost an hour..jumping from one topic to another. Thanks to the stupid Super Buzz line! Suke2 hati je nk mati anytime and redial anytime without notice! Damn it! We both felt the awkwardness of the moment..suddenly we felt like talking to a total stranger... Sekejap I, U, saya, awak... and felt a bit shy to "bersayang2"... hehehe. But, I think the silent treatment did work on its charm! He, for the first time, said "the L word"! For the first time he said "I LOVE YOU".... Though it was very soft, and subtle... I managed to persuade him to repeat it back. And the second time, it was so clear that I smile all the way to my dreamland........

However, after waking up the next morning, it was all just like a dream. I wasnt convince on what he said. But, decided to leave it there and not taking it seriously. But today, he said it again. And this time, without hesitation, very convincing, full of confidence, he said it 2/3 times to me before we hung up..... Yeeeehaaa!!! Hatiku berbunga2! He always said "cepatlah balik Malaysia..." which somehow made me forget about the sadness of leaving Auckland! Now I have another good reason to be looking forward to go back to Malaysia. I liked it when he started planning on what, where, when, how, etc2 we are goin to do when I am finally back in Malaysia. He said, Malacca and KL is just "sekangkang kera". Nak jumpa hari2 pun boleh... which I highly doubt...of course! Well, now I guess.. I am officially in a relationship! "Sayang you soooo much! Muah, muah,muah,muah,muah....!"(Phrase we used before ending our conversation)

Transformers & BFM practice...

Me and a bunch of BFM friends namely Jun Bin (d tyco), Jun Yan, Vim, Allan, (which Bin called "Vimallan" hahahaha) and Tuan went to watch transformers in IMAX Queens st this afternoon. We watched the 3pm one and finished around 5 sth. It was already dark by that time. Luckily and unluckily I am having period now. So, I dont have to worry about catching my prayer time and the down fall of it was that it was really2 damn heavily flowing... really uncomfortable to walk in that situation! Hate it. But the movie was awesome..the graphics, sound effect, especially the fighting and shooting parts. Optimus Prime was super strong ang macho this time around. Lol! Luckily it was a robot if not, I would definitely had a crush on him! hahaha!

Jun Bin said he would pick me up at 7.15pm, so I wont have time to cook my dinner. I decided to tapao kebab on the way home. While walking, (oh, forgot to mention, Vim, Allan and Tuan are walking in the same direction as me) Tuan kept on complaining to me about his loose pants. He said he might have lost some weight. So I quoted a line from the transformers, but altered it a bit to suit the conversation..duh~; "I'll give you some of my parts.." Then, Tuan gave me almost the same answer Optimus Prime gave but it turned out this way: "I'll have the WEIGHT I never knew/imagined before!" Tuan jahat!!!! But yeah, it was so funny... he always likes to tease people especially girls that he knows. Very naughty2 Tuan. Hahahaha!

Didnt even got the time to lie down for a while... received a text from Jun Bin saying he was on his way to pick me up. I rushed to give some touch up here and there before going out. Tonight practice was divided into 2 teams-Kung Fu and Eco Living's dance. With my heavy flow condition, I felt really2 tired and uncomfortable to move that much. But, have to. So we learned most of the moves and kept on repeating over and over again. And we wrapped up tonight practice with Cha Cha just to refresh back our memory. Oh, and Arthur who was my Cha Cha partner might pull out from BFM for some reasons. But Jun Bin is still trying to persuade him.

I reached home about half past 10pm and forcing myself to update my blog. Am thinking of calling Enul tonight. Rindu sudey!!!!

Cha Cha Ballroom Dance & Ulala~

This afternoon I had another session of BFM practice. But this time, it was the Ulala~ team practice...which means I'd be meeting new faces this time around. Initially, Jun Bin was planning to have only 3 pairs of dances for cha cha but, the more the merrier! So, we are expecting more pairs next week. My new friends are Chelsea and Chin Ann from the Aucklang Grammar School, Arthur, an engineer, and Richard, a medical student. The cha cha balroom dance was soo sweet and fun. I had lotsa fun during this practice coz it is less pressure and stressful unlike the battle and eco living practices. Like duh~ we just have to sing Ulala again and again and again.. And as I thought I had to sing the highest note of ulala... agak dah...hahahhaa! Arthur and Chin Ann r singing the base, Chelsea and Richard r singing the melody, me and KS r goin to sing the highest note. Durig the cha cha practice today, I was paired with Arthur who can dance really well. I was very comfortable dancing with him. Ala2 ade chemistry gitew~ Lol! Richard paired with Chin Ann, and Jun Bin with Chelsea. It was fun. Except for the part where I got my first day of period during the practice and not to mention the pain and stomach cramp which I had to bear with for the whole of the practice! Nasib baik tak bocor! Lolololol!

I called Ibu just now (my weekly, routine home call) only to be told by Izzah that Ibu was admitted to the specialist hospital since Wednesday and was out yesterday. Nobody told me anything! But I understand, they just dont want me to get worried. I am so worried of Ibu's condition. She has been sick for quite sometimes. Always on and off. I am so worried coz I am far away, and there is no one that they could rely on. Before this when I was around, I was the one who will drive my siblings to n from schools, do the house chores, send Ibu to hospital and back again. But luckily ibu and Izzah are staying in the hostel now. At least, they can rely on those students and the wardens there. I pray they are safe and ibu will get well soon.

Cutiku Diisi Dgn Aktiviti Berfaedah..Akhirnyaaa

Yesterday's singing practice was held in Fiona's house. She n her family was in China now and they leave the house to Bin so that he could check their house once a while... A very good future son-in-law heh?.... hehe sory Bin! OMG! Rumah Fiona memang damn big! But it was night and the house was surrounded by big trees so I cant really see the house from outside. But the inside.. wallaweh.. giler besar.. I somehow felt grateful to make friends with these people.. expanding the circle of friends they call it? hmm watever. I got to meet new people and involved in BFM thingy.. that's a one in a lifetime opportunity. And also, I have always wanted to be in the local houses and Fiona's was 1 awesome sample! Just like houses dalam drama tv. lots of rooms, the walls are all covered with wallpapers, really elegant looking. In one of those rooms was the music room. There's a piano, a keyboard, a drums set, guitars n amps! Gosh... rindu giler men drum. Felt really awkward bila pegang d drum sticks. Me and Bin jam a while before Boon came. Then the 3 of us start jamming random chords lol! Til Fiona n meng meng arrived. Then, there goes our almost-2hours singing practice. I think I did better this time than the 1st practice.

This afternoon, the Deco team had our first meeting (tho only 4 of us turned up). So hard to find a spot to discuss since it is still uni break and most places were closed. After discussing about 2hours, we finally came to our conclusion and got our budget and quotes listed down! That's great! Now, we are looking forward to viewing the Ball venue, and presenting our proposal on the decos... Till then, we are done for now. As I m writing this, I just got back from discussion+price-survey+dinner in Ayuthaya. Pretty tired... Tomorrow, I have another practice session in the afternoon with more people this time... looking forward to tomorrow practice.

Letting go the Burden

Last night, while I was editing my blog templates, KS texted me saying he was in Hulu Cat wit Allan n d gang. So I askd em to make a space for me. Lol..Hulu Cat is just opposite my house! Meet em there, drink milk tea n hve a very long chat wit em guys n lots n lots of giggles n laughters.. wit those jokers around..who wont laugh that much??? They suddenly came out wit an idea of visiting Ipin in TRC. They ajak me as well. But of course i felt a bit uneasy coz id be d only girl! Duh~bukan tak biasa.. just xsedap la kan.. it was soo late dy. But they said just for a while not gonna lepak there long. And Allan dy texted Ipin n he said no problem just come over. So I ended up followin em to Ipin's house. Got there.. and I straight away grabbed those drum sticks n we all memekak2 played guitar hero.. gosh! That was my first time playin gtr hero... No doubt it was so damn addictive! Got home around half past 2am and was so exhausted..

I was planning to wake up early this morning and meet Sheryl in the Fisher Bldg to collect her Famine's pledge money. But I was too tired to wake up early and so I met Sheryl around 2pm instead. We had some chat while walking. She insisted to walk me to the gen library. So, yeah.. our conversations ended there with me heading to the library and her back to the Fisher. I finally returned the overdue books and printed out my songs lyrics for tonight's BFM practice. I had my first singing practice last Wednesday which I would say I d done pretty badly then. I kept on singin the wrong key, probs with my pitch, breathing probs-damn just realised how unfit i ve become now! I seriously need a good and serious vocal training.... or else I will embarrass myself on the stage.

I jumped on the free bus to Queen St and went from one Money Exchange counter to another just to change my IDR to NZD. I had IDR 1,275k with me since early this year coz I visited Jakarta before coming back to NZ. In return, I got almost 200bucks for it. With that money, I paid my ANZ credit card's debt, and closed all my accounts with ANZ since I wont be using them anymore this year. It was just a burden to me. The only reason why I opened an account with ANZ in d first place was because I wanted to keep my salaries in there last year. So since I am no more working this year, and ANZ doesnt have any branch in the uni-which is soo much troublesome for me to go down Queen st only to go to ANZ, I would rather close those accounts. Gosh! It was a great relief to have paid my debt... Now, I dont have to worry about it anymore. And since I was so happy and I havent ate anything at all since I woke up, I treated myself with yummy food from Tequila.

Went home, and now here I am staring at my laptop, while practicing my singing very BADLY and waiting for 7.15pm to come. Jun Bin will come pick me up to Fiona's place for tonight's practice session.. Really hope I ll do better this time.

Blog ku Berwajah Baru

Thanks to Intan.. hahahha!

Bosan dah aku ngadap templates yg ade kat blogspot ni. And nasib baik gak last year ade amik paper Compsci, at least paham lah gak CSS and XML codes yg ade tuh... wpun it's undoubtedly berjaya membuatkan aku stress and menyumpah seranah sepanjang aku mengedit template blog ni.

However, if you guys realise there is a section called "Friends' Blogs" which supposed to be specifically for a list of friends' blogs. The section is still there which means I managed to keep that stupid widget in the sidebar. However, all the contents of the widget..*poosh* disappeared! Damn it! Now I have to gather all their blogs agaaaaiiin.... *sigh* (-_-")

And not to mention..my face is there???!!!! What the heck?! Mamposlah..tak kuasa I nak layan, you! Biaq pi lah mcm tu.

Kang beberapa hari lagi, korang akan tengok blog ku berwajah baru lagi.. hahaha saje nk mengshow off kan templates2 yang endah2 and awesome2 hahahaha....

Kahwin (shud i put a fullstop, question mark, exclamation mark or dot dot dot after it)

Masa muda2.. sekarang pun muda lagi hehe, tapi masa zaman sekolah dolu2 selalu je rasa pelik bila tengok drama kat tv yang wataknya rimas bila keluarga tanya bila nak kahwin. Pelik sebab rasa soalan tu soalan biasa dan tak pernah pulak terbayang aku akan berada dalam situasi tu bila dah makin meningkat dewasa. Isu ni pernah aku bangkitkan dalam post yang lepas2 di awal2 tahun hari tu. Dan kini berbangkit lagi... *sigh*

Few days ago, I was chatting with my best friend-normal topic: hot gossip! Then, we discussed about friends who just broke up, being cheated on, engaged, and got married, even those who already have babies and kiddos. Relationship issue is a never ending issue to be discussed upon at these days of this stage of life! Getting tired of it but it's just so irresistable (I now have no doubt on what Erikson stated in his Stages of Psychosocial's Theory).

One of my ex-classmate just got engaged and she looked so pretty in her engagement dress. I am so jealous. Not to mention the ever increasing names on the just-married list. Damn! Whatever's goin to happen to me? --my normal self-reflecting question. It's really hard to find a good guy with good qualities nowadays. There's more to our conversation that day than just about relationship but, that particular topic is not to be disclosed here (rated 18SX lol...). Ooohhh! Almost forgot to mention about my crush's brother who havent finished his study yet just got married! (His bro is one handsome bloke but somehow I ended up having crush on him instead!)

See! The list just keep goin on and on. Me?! "Calon pun tarak!"