Two days ago, I was on the phone with him. After a very long "silent treatment". Lol! No! Actually there was a bit of misunderstanding between the two of us. I misunderstood his silent as a hint of rejection, but the truth was that his phone/internet line was cut off. It was his aunt's house, so he cant do anything about it. And so, we didnt contact each other for quite some times. While talking to him on the phone two days ago, I realised how I missed this guy! A LOT! We talked for almost an hour..jumping from one topic to another. Thanks to the stupid Super Buzz line! Suke2 hati je nk mati anytime and redial anytime without notice! Damn it! We both felt the awkwardness of the moment..suddenly we felt like talking to a total stranger... Sekejap I, U, saya, awak... and felt a bit shy to "bersayang2"... hehehe. But, I think the silent treatment did work on its charm! He, for the first time, said "the L word"! For the first time he said "I LOVE YOU".... Though it was very soft, and subtle... I managed to persuade him to repeat it back. And the second time, it was so clear that I smile all the way to my dreamland........

However, after waking up the next morning, it was all just like a dream. I wasnt convince on what he said. But, decided to leave it there and not taking it seriously. But today, he said it again. And this time, without hesitation, very convincing, full of confidence, he said it 2/3 times to me before we hung up..... Yeeeehaaa!!! Hatiku berbunga2! He always said "cepatlah balik Malaysia..." which somehow made me forget about the sadness of leaving Auckland! Now I have another good reason to be looking forward to go back to Malaysia. I liked it when he started planning on what, where, when, how, etc2 we are goin to do when I am finally back in Malaysia. He said, Malacca and KL is just "sekangkang kera". Nak jumpa hari2 pun boleh... which I highly doubt...of course! Well, now I guess.. I am officially in a relationship! "Sayang you soooo much! Muah, muah,muah,muah,muah....!"(Phrase we used before ending our conversation)

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